How to get what you want?

Life is so much thing needs to know and to do but with who? Of course me.

1° Don’t look at the others people to get your things; Just look at you and tell you the truth.

I don’t need to hide my feeling to tell with you that Iam not fine.

Im not fine when you keep me secret, iam not fine when I love you but I don’t know how to tell that, iam so terrified from my life, I am so tired, and sadness with. I tell the truth with you about my secret that I hide so long time ago when I was a kid.

2° I tell you what I want in life. I want a happy life, I want marry a good and a nice guy, and I want to get it. I want to have a beautiful boy and lovely girl. I want to choose a good and rich guy to marry with. And I want him love me too and we have nice and good thing happens in our rest of life.

I want to respect myself and love myself. So the fact when I told these things has a reason. I need to confess with myself that iam now not okay, so I need to tell that out and feel that I want to change to get what I want, but if you still keep what made you are not okay, you will be struggle with that. Iam not okay when you leaving me, iam not okay when I like you but I never get your feeling and its make me hurt, iam not okay when each day I went back home alone with nobody caring me, I feel alone when I don’t any close relative next to me, iam so terrified when I don’t ask body to take care of me for so long time ago.

So If I don’t recognize these truth feeling and what I want, so I am not having it , so I automatically open my door which allows me to let my body follow my dream. I may practice this afternoon when I were invited to my new house friend and I need to put me to join with them even I like the most my autopilot more than emergency brake. So I will come to the people I love, and share with them that I love them and happy for them when they have a new house. Because I want to see my friend being rich 

3° Outside of comfort zone by knowing 5s law: You should know about your feeling before 33ms, so you should change it within 5s, if you don’t, so you will kill your idea and your motivation. So get up early and put your clock, do it on time, don’t delay, don’t lazy and you will change your behaviors. So do it.

GETTING WHAT YOU WANT ITS SIMPLE but not easy 

4° So I need to force my physic first because it take me to realize what I need to do and will activate my body and my mind. Now I could do my own activation energy to do what I want by activating my body and shack it out.